Author Archive: insidemymindofocd

GCSE’s Have Arrived

Sorry for the lack of blog posting, but it’s exam period, I have a total of 11 exams, and I have done my first one today, which was Biology, I also have the dreaded History exams, and as you may already know, the History topics cause me to have extreme anxiety attacks due to my …

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What has been happening?

This post is about two little posts I did when I was going through a really bad stage when I just constantly felt angry, I wrote them during the heat of the moment really. I’ve been so angry lately, I just shout at people! I feel like my brain is just exploding, I’m lying in …

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YouTube!!

Yay!! Finally got my YouTube channel up and running with its first video! Here is the link in case you want to check it out: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_f4LJpxEeUE I do have more videos planned and I will do them some point soon, but if you have any other suggestions, feel free to tell me! 😀

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OCD Blog Hop- February- Quotes

So I was kindly asked by my good friend Ellen to take part in the OCD Blog Hop, I’ve never done this before so I still don’t have a clear idea of what to do, but I am giving it a go as this month, the theme is quotes. I have found 2 quotes I …

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Where is best?

Okay, so I really want to start making videos to go with my blog, and I don’t know the best place to do them, I have two possible places, and I want to hear from people who would watch my videos, where is best to do so. I will put two pictures of the two …

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Insomnia

I want to sleep, but I can’t. I am tired, but I’m not. I want to stay up late, but then again I don’t. Every night it’s the same, fighting with myself constantly, but I alway loose to being awake. I eventually get to sleep, this is relief. But it doesn’t last long. Bed at …

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My camera

I recently got a lovely camera for Christmas from my dad. I have so many plans for my camera, Photography A-Level, YouTube Vlog/channel to go with my blog, and nail art tutorials(I’ll have different channels if this ever happens). I think what I’d like to do with it mostly is to film small videos to …

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The Notebook

Today I bought a notebook. I have decided I am going to use it to write down my feelings when I’m down, and use it to write some quick poetry to express how I’m feeling. I have already written in it, and I hope to use it more to write my feelings and it will …

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How I try to stay relaxed in stressful situations

I friend of mine asked how I try to stay relaxed and clam during stressful situations. I’ll give you an example: I go out shopping with my grandmother, and I want to buy something, but my granny won’t help me and I have to touch the metal coins in order to pay. Normally after I …

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CHAMS Meeting- 14th of January

Last week I said I had a meeting with CHAMS to discuss CBT or any other form of help I can get. It didn’t really go that well, I’m not comfortable around new people who constantly ask me questions or straight on talk to me. So I made my mum do most of the talking. …

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